So I'm in North Carolina right now. I came back to help with the music for Ansley's funeral. It's been a bit weird at times, not just in the sense that it is happening, but that it is happening again. A lot of memories of Phill have been entering my mind for the past little while. The task hasn't been as heavy as I suspected it would be though. Thank you to those praying for me. We still have a little work to do with the music, but we should be fine by Saturday which is the time of the memorial service.
Maybe this time could serve a double purpose. I've been a bit clouded in Nashville lately. I'm not saying cloudy as a determinate of good or bad, because certainly I have had both, but there's just been a great deal of noise lately. I was walking outside today and I just couldn't help but notice the quiet. It's so incredibly quiet here and I'm thankful for that. I want to be able to pray and ask questions about the things that are really going on in my heart. What if I were to go to Arizona, what if I were to stay? What risks should I and should I not take? I've got a few days of quiet here to focus on those things. I also have a few days to sleep in. I need some sleep really bad. I've been working so hard in Nashville, constatnly moving and turning. The funny thing is, I don't even really have that much to show for it. My grades aren't perfect right now and the money I make seems to just pass right through my fingers to all of the bills I owe. It really motivates me to desire a good solid job.
Well, I'm out for the night. Not sure what all I'll be doing tomorrow, but we'll figure that out when we get there, won't we? Peace and love.
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