I'm still awake right now and I totally shouldn't be. I've procrastinated in a bad way though, and I'm paying for it out the nose (or at least I will tomorrow). I was doing some film editing today to get the last part of my resume complete, and when I was finally done, the program shut down and I lost everything. If that hadn't happened, I would have been able to get my homework done and the video done all in time to take the rest of the evening off. But oh well, I'm fine really. I haven't completely finished my physics homework, but right now I'm leaning more towards sleep as my main need of the moment.
My head still feels weird. I'm having a hard time grasping simple concepts and it's really bothering me. I can think clearly as long as I'm thinking about life and experience, but I can't learn anything new. I feel like my mind has reached maximum capacity, and that's a shame because I really want to learn the stuff I'm studying. More and more dumb mistakes keep on waring with my walls too. I'm feeling very simple and slow.
I started going back to the gym (again). I know I attempted to earlier this semester, but I have motivation now and I didn't then. Related, I was envited by a couple of guys to go to a gym on saturday, a Judo gym. They're going to let me train with them a little bit. The bad news is that I can't use Taekwondo, so I'm going to get my ass handed to me, but I feel like that really needs to happen. I really just need to get into a solid fight and lose. Maybe that will help clear my mind a bit.
But anyways, I'm really excited that I got that video all finished. It's a lot better than I would have initially thought. I probably spent more time on it than I should have, but that's the kind of stuff that excites me, not solving complex equations and burying my head in the books all the time. I want to be creative.
Well, I gotta get out of awake world and go to sleep before I completely ruin myself tomorrow.
Peace and love.
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