You ever have one of those days where you feel like the only person alive. Everything is quiet and no one will even answer their phone. I'm feelin like that right now, and I really wish I could talk to someone. My options are limited though. There are certain people I will talk to about certain things. Some of it has to do with trust, some of it has to do with whether or not I can depend on that person to not be overwhelmed by what I have to say while at the same time being able to know exactly where I am so they can give me hard and well thought out advice. Plenty of people can give advice, I've discovered. Not very many people give advice that sounds well thought out or from experience or wisdom though. They just sorta give you the obvious "Oh, well... you should just think about something else." or "Hey, why don't you just pray about it?" Gee... never thought of it that way before, thanks. Now I realize that some people don't have the gift of advice giving, and that's not necissarily their fault. That's why, when the going gets tough, I get very particular about who I talk to.
Long story short: I'm just really frustrated right now as you might be able to tell. I was doing great all day, but things just blew up all of the sudden. When people start to consistently shirk their responsibilities and it comes down on me, I get a little angry. It, unfortunately, goes deeper than that though, much deeper. That's why it would be cool if I had a line right now, but I don't. I'm just gunna take a shower or something. Maybe that way I won't be so mad.
Peace and love.
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