Spinning

My head has been spinning lately. Something has me thrown WAY off of normal, and it's really wearin me out. I've been a lot more tired than usual and I've been getting plenty of sleep and eating as right as I usually do (not THAT healthy, but still... average). Usually a quick solution to this problem would be chopping wood or riding a bike or mowing the lawn or something. Here's the problem with that. It's winter so the grass is dead, there is no wood to be chopped, and when I tried to ride my bike, it started raining. I did have the pleasure of talking to a friend about it though. I needed some straight up insight from someone who I knew would tell it to me like it is. I feel like sometimes things are much more complicated than they really need to be, but sometimes you just can't do anything about it. Sometimes nobody can really do anything about it. Idealistically this world would be simple and drawn out... I take that back. I guess my mind isn't really in the right place. If everything were simple and drawn out there would be no excitement or mystery or any of those things that keep us moving in the day. I sometimes get greedy and want to know the things that I shouldn't know. I need to just let go and let the Spirit move me.

Peace and love.