Let it Off

I'm doin well today. I didn't think I would be, but I am. I am thankful to God that He has finally blessed me with a day of rest and mental clarity. I can only pray that this lasts a bit longer before I am cast back into training. These days start off early and generally end late. I did receive an opportunity to take a nap today unlike yesterday so my mood was hightened. I do realize my schedule is about to tripple in content, but this and tomorrow atleast will give me some preperation.

In my good mood I found great confidence in speech and presence today. I usually conatin confidence of some form, but rarely do I let it show. I don't know why today I felt so different. I would simply make eye contact with girls passing by and they would smile nervously. It is an incredible power, the eye. I don't like to use it that often because I find it too dangerous. You can send way too many signals with just a simple glare or glance in the wrong direction. Generally I keep it to myself unless I have some use for it, whether it be an interview, a serious conversation... or occassionally, a wooing of sorts.

Tomorrow I'm going to Vanderbilt to look at medical studies though. I hope to find something that pays decently but with little time involved. I really need to make some extra cash, but I have little time to do so being an RA and all. I should probably consider getting some sleep now though. I have much to do tomorrow if I stay true to my schedule, as loosely structured as it is... but I have to tell you about this dream I had... cuz it was pretty weird. I was in this theater and we were watching Bruce Lee films... and then there was an intermission and I went into the lobby. There were two men, one European and the other Japanese. They were cooking something that caught my eye and I wanted it pretty badly. The Japanese man looked wise, and he was doing most of the work while the older European just watched from a corner occassionally yelling out cooking instructions to the Japanese man. The man was making soup with mushrooms and chives, and some kind of "special" chicken. I had in my hands fried chicken and he told me that if I gave him my bones, he would make something very good out of them, so I did. I think I woke up after that, but that was a pretty weird dream all the same. Well... I'm out for the night. Pretty tired and all, but have a great day tomorrow. I'm going to sure try. Peace and Love.