Enough is Enough

Enough of these boring and depressing journals. What is my problem after all? Do I not have ten times more than I deserve? I'm having a pretty good day today, and not much is going to ruin it. Sure I can't go to the free Juliana Theory concert tonight because I'm stuck working the desk, but who cares? I'm sure I can find something entertaining to do within that three hours. As for school, I'm pretty much done. There are, of course, a few minor details to trim off, as well as the whole issue with me getting a summer job, but that's small business as far as I'm concerned. I think the rest of the year will flow relatively well in retrospect. Not much could happen between now and the end of the semester that could throw me down on the ground. The past few months have increased my strength ten fold, and I finally rested enough to get back up in be in full preperation for whatever comes next. I look at my problems right now and I laugh. They're so simple and meaningless, and in a few years I won't even remember them. Why, then, should I spend valuable time worrying about them? I've got to learn to take all of that time spent worrying and utilize it for something more productive, like applying it to getting a job for the summer. But even this summer will come and go just as fast. God has it all worked out for me, it's just a matter of me consulting Him. We all know that I'm stubborn and attempt to do it on my own, but maybe if I'm as strong as I feel, I can relinquish that desire. We'll see. As of right now, Mike and Shelly are visiting me. They got in late last night and now they're out on a photo shoot of some kind. I'm not sure what we'll do tonight after I get off of work, but I'll think of something. Everything else is great. I'm finally able to relax, and my weekend nights aren't going to be spent in the studio for the first time in a few months. I think I even have enough time to take a quick nap right now... Yep... I do... Peace and love.