So I went home for a few days to help get the house ready for my perents getting back from China. I drove home all day Tuesday and worked all day Wednesday and today to get it done, but it was fun and interesting. I did some plumbing work because our toilet had sprung a leak, and I got it fixed (for now) which made me feel more like a man. I have to leave tomorrow. I never look forward to leaving when I'm home, but the cole mine calls.
Tuesday morning right before I woke up, in that state of mind where you know you're about to wake up, but not quite, I heard a voice. It was a woman's voice, very gentle, but very abrupt at the same time. I don't want to talk about what it said, other than I have been pretty discouraged for the past two days. I've been discouraged as to whether or not I should take it to heart, and if so, what does it mean for me? Maybe if it becomes more clear I might choose to elaborate, but right now I'm really just confused. So much has happened in just two days, and I've really enjoyed it. The more and more I progress in this life, the more and more I have learned to be thankful even for confusion and discouragement. I know that what challenges me now will somehow work for the good of my future. The Lord has always taken care of me even in my stubborness.
I guess I'll savor these last moments of being home before I head back to school. I always have a good deal to digest on that long car ride to Nashville. It'll be hard to sleep tonight, but go ahead and let it be hard. Just give me a good dream when I do finally fall asleep. Peace and love.
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