Work had me pretty stressed out today. I try to go in with a positive mindset, but some days it is easier to divert my attentions than others. It seemed like a theme in place for my today labors. Both of my jobs sent me on a wild goose chase doing something very uncommon with very poor communication. Now usually I'm fairly inward with my agressions towards such matters. It's similar to letting the air out of a balloon. I generally poke a hole near the knot and let the pressure eek out over a long period of time without making any noise. I'm not the explosive type (usually... I can't say 'never'). Today, however, I did that annoying thing where you pinch the lip of the balloon and it squeals all of the air out. I didn't get too angry, but I did vent. This kind of action usually comes about due to an inner conflict. I have two competing sides. The first side is my desire for an honorable lifestyle. I think to myself "take and complete whatever is given you without complaning and you will end up in the gain." The other side is my desire for personal justice (which I name the antagonist). That side says "Don't let them step all over you like some pawn. Stand up for yourself. Don't be taken advantage of." When these two chemicals combine, it forms an explosive gas that builds up pressure and must be releived (not by farting... usually).
Wow, it just started raining. I wonder if I can leave my window open or if I'll get everything in my room wet. I think it's time for a scientific experiment.
The good news for tomorrow is that it's my last day of work until Tuesday. I'm thrilled and exhausted at the same time. I need to make more money than I am right now, but hopefully business will pick up. It helps keep my mind occupied allowing for the time to pass more speedily. Have a nice tomorrow (or today depending). Peace and Love.
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