Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Ye Olde Pembroke

I'm over at the Pembroke house right now havin a little fun away from the dorm. The week over all has been pretty good thus far. I've still got two days left before the weekend, but I'm not incredibly worried. The work isn't too difficult yet and the sun is finally shining.

Gas prices were crazy today, but that was to be expected. What wasn't expected was the lines of cars in the lots trying to topp of their tanks and seeing all the gas stations that had sold completely out of gas due to the hurricane. I spent the better part of an hour trying to fill up my empty tank and eventually did when I resorted to leaving the large community of Nashville and head for a small suburb.

There have been a few challenges facing me this week. Mostly there lies the challenge of facing my past. I don't know why I'm so awkward about this person, but I honestly don't feel like looking into it. It's not a problem that I have to live with because it will be gone this weekend. I'm also a little bit anxious about the turn of events tomorrow. I don't want to be because I just want to have fun, but then there's that part of me that wants to blow everything WAY out of proportion. That's the part of me that I have to do away with. I'll never get anywhere in life if I keep on writing the future down as fact. But the story behind that is I met a really neat person last week that I'd really like to get to know. She's actually relaxed and someone who I could see myself casually hanging out with. The only thing I'm really worreid about is me not being able to BE casual about it. So here's hoping.

Everything else remains hopeful in my life as of now. And even the things that might seem to be heavy on my mind aren't really that weighted. I'm just weird in how I express myself I guess. But to you I pray a wonderful day. Peace and love.

2 comments:

  1. Anonymous12:31 AM

    I know the feeling. I've recently started talking to someone who I could possible see something with, and I'm constantly having to remind myself to calm down and stop freaking out. That seems to be a downfall for my... relationships... before they begin. I apologize if you're asking yourself, "why is this girl I barely know commenting on my blog?" It's merely become an addiction of sorts to read yours. I find myself agreeing a lot.

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  2. Anonymous7:32 AM

    here's praying that God, who sees your heart, will allow you to be true to it.

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