There it was...

The last four days were the last break I'm going to see until the end of the semester. From here on out... it's crunch time. I've got alot to do and very little time to do it in. So here it is. I remember last year at this time I was really freaked out. I didn't know what I was going to do with my summer, nor did I know how I was going to finish semester at that. Now it is completely different. I'm not worried about anything... ur... well maybe the fact that I'm so poor and I have such low income as of right now, but I feel confident that God will provide. I mean take today for instance. I received some pretty good news. Turns out I might have a free lance job with and audio company this summer. Being that they pay over $200 a day, I don't feel incredibly worried about making money. Just as long as I don't have to go back to the pool, I'll be feelin a-okay. I still have nightmayers about that place; mass drownings, horrible working conditions, the works. I've got alot on my mind though, but it's not really open for discussion as of yet. What I'm really focused on is just making it to the end of the year. That will come sooner than later and I have a feeling that most of my problems will fade away with it. It's that way every year. I do something a bit foolish and it sticks with me until the summer. I'm fortunate though. The real world isn't like that at all. You have to live with your mistakes and they don't go away with a long vacation. They're there. So the way I figure it, I have two more years of grace before I'd better learn something or I'm in trouble. Hmmm... not much else to say today. I'm very hungry and very thirsty right now, but I've already drank and ate so much today. Whatever. Peace and Love.