Inspiration

I feel so inspired. It is amazing how much I have accomplished this week, even though I must admit I have finally failed in attempts to keep my room clean. Order has gone down and creativity has taken it's place. Ideas and songs are spilling out of my brain faster than I can contain them. It's wonderful! Everything is positive. I'm finally completely over the woman, and I feel as if I were invincible. I'm no fool though. I still take my precautions because I'm familiar with the feeling of invincibility preceeding a sharp downfall.

So woman have been a bit of an issue as of late, but suprisingly not in a bad way. I actually, for the first time in my life, have girls hitting on me every day! I am flattered, but my persistance is limited. It's because I feel recklessly confident. If I were to enter into another relationship I am afraid I would end up hurting whoever it would be. So my current stance is to be recklessly confident while remaining single, but still having my share of safe flirtatious fun on the side. Maybe even... casual dating (gasp!). I'm young. This won't last forever, and there's really no harm in playing if it is apparent that I am indeed playing. I'm not completely turned off to the idea of a relationship though. I'm just saying that it would be a challenge for any girl to win my heart over right now. I mean they would have to cook me something AMAZING! I'm not joking. My heart really does reside on the outskirst of my stomach lining. And no, I'm not talking cookies. I'm talking about a full blown meal. I'm serious. If any girls are really wanting the honest opinion of not just I, but several of my male collegues... a well cooked meal turns up the interest REAL fast.

Fun times! I have been having lots of fun lately just off of creativity. I love being that guy that does stuff that others wouldn't think of doing. Earlier this year I was under the influence of those who wished to steifle that spirit, but that's who I am, and that's what I love. I don't understand nor will I waste the time in attempts to understand a heart that finds such a characteristic as disagreable. So basically, if that's how you feel, I might as well inform you that it will be a little tricky for you and I to become friends. I know when to stop though. I know when certain actions are inappropriate. I just like making those around me smile. I like getting in a bunny suit and acting like a complete lunatic if it makes someone who's having a bad day crack a smile if for a brief moment. That brings me joy. Speaking of which, I'm really pumped about a program that I'm running tomorrow morning. The Viking and I (dressed as a rabbit wielding a tritant) will fight "to the death" in the quad tomorrow. I put up cool fliers today and made a soundtrack for the event. It's going to be BIG! Half the campus has expressed interest in coming. It's also going to be a beautiful day tomorrow from what I hear, so that is also on my list of anticipations. But basically, if I die in battle, I won't be writing anymore... sorry.

Welllll POOP!!! I just realized that it is the night of St. Patrick's day. That means half of campus is probably out getting soused, which means I might have a busy night ahead of me. Hmmmm... I'd probably better get a heads up on my sleep so that when security comes a rata tat tatting on my door at four in the morning, or someone pulls the fire alarm... I will be conscious enough to bash in their skulls with every ounce of my RA fury. On that note... Peace and Love.