So... That was a Bad Idea???

Today was pretty much super. I mean I did very little until three o'clock which was a nice change in pace. I took Chubbs' check to the bank... watched the layed around on the couch and watched the History Channel until lunch... then I went to Wendy's for lunch, came back, and watched the History Channel some more until three. At three I really pondered whether or not I should have just got into my car and made the long journey home. There's alot of ill feeling building up around here, almost like fowel odor. I'm honestly just sick of all of it. Evidently being flirtatious with no intent was a bad idea. I will NOT be drawn into any more drama JUST after I finished with yesterwoman! And what IS this anyways? She likes you (*maybe), but she over there hates her because she likes you, and that guy over there hates you because he likes her, but she doesn't like him, she likes you (*maybe).

*maybe indicates that the interest is possibly and probably alike to how I like that person in return... just as a casual flirtatious friend who I might casually and flirtatiously date with no expectations of further development.

This all reminds me of how it was in middle school... and I HATED middle school. It was cool when we could all just be friends and flirt on the side for fun, but now it's turned into a big mess that I refuse to be pulled into. It truly is ironic. I just finished talking to my long lost buddy about how ironic this whole situation is... a day before any of it even happened. Thus I have found other uses for my time. I'm going to let them all work things out and I'm going to disappear until the drama is over. I've got pleanty to do in the mean time. For instance, today I just finished recording for nine straight hours. I worked my BUTT off on this song, and I'm not even done yet. My goal is to update my sight with some new songs during break, but that only lasts for another three more days, so I'll be pushing it. I'm really excited about this one though. Thus far I think I'm on 14 tracks and still going. Then after I finish tweaking this one tomorrow, I'm moving on to another one. I think I'm also going to redo all of my older ones since I've better learned how to use my studio and those were merely practice runs anyways. My mind is boggled and VERY musically tuned right now... almost too much. Well... short journal, long night sleep. Peace and Love.