Long Time Come to an End

It's been a long semester, and I've tried to write as often as I can, but it's almost over. I'm glad though. I mean, I've wasted alot of time this semester, and I've made my share of mistakes, and the new semester is a time to start over. I guess it's not quite done yet, but I leave for Thanksgiving break tomorrow at 2, and when I come back all we have are exams and then I'm outta here for a month. Thanksgiving will be good though. There are things which will come to pass over break that won't be exactly wonderful, but they must happen and in the long run I will be happy. I mean, it's not going to happen to me at MY home, but it's inevitable all the same. I also will get to see everybody I missed over fall break which will be refreshing. Now I have finished most of my work and am about to turn in. Wow! I just got a bloody nose. Yeah, I've also been fighting off sickness this week which hasn't been fun, but that's part of life. It's nothing serious. Just a bit of cold like symptoms better known as college cough. But anyways, tomorrow I have a paper to turn in, a quiz to take, and then I'm outta here. I still need to register for classes though. Yeah, I couldn't register until today because of a hold on my account, but I didn't have enough time today. It doesn't really matter now though. All of the classes that are going to be filled up were filled up last week. I'm suprisingly not too stressed about anything right now. I feel the same now as I did those last few days of my senior year in high school... nothing at all. I am in the kind of mood where I will accept anything that happens to me and move on as if it never occured. I suppose it's a good and bad feeling all wrapped up in one. It's good in that I feel no pain, but bad in that I feel no happiness either. I'm in a coma, just waiting for the sun to peak back through the clouds. I'm just waiting for something new and exciting to happen. I'm waiting for news, for new experiences, for new love. This not going anywhere that I've been doing for the past semester in all aspects of life is just driving me insane! I have learned the meaning of patience though. Either good things come to those who wait, or they have wasted there time. God will show me in due time though. Where I am supposed to be and what I am supposed to be doing will be revealed in due time, that I am confident in, and I'm not afraid anymore. Again, I'm ready to accept anything that might come my way. I mean I'm a little bit thick headed, so it might take a bit of head knocking to get me to understand what it is that I must do, but God knows that. He made me this hard headed. Anyways, I have to get back to work. I'm not quite done everything yet, but I hope to be shortly. I'll see all of my family and friends tomorrow, so until then, peace and love.