Monday, July 24, 2006

Trying to Change

Life is changing for me and the people around me, and it has all been coming at a pretty fast pace. I'm trying to keep up, and it's not very easy. Sometimes you have to shed things that you've held on to for a long time or you will fall under. So I'm taking a step back and analyzing my life. What is necessary and what isn't? There's a good bit of both. I always start these periods off with a thorough cleaning of my surroundings. It gives me time to think and organize my thoughts as I organize the space in which I live. Some things I throw out and others I stand back up and dust off. And when it's all done, a fesh smell rises up and you can feel at peace for a while. The only hitch is that when I get cleaned up, I tend to just sit in autopilot for a while and wait until things get dirty to the point where I have to clean again. I don't stay consistant.

Change is difficult but life should never be predictable. I've said it time and time again, but maybe someday I'll understand as well with my head the words that my tongue is already quite familiar with.

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