Sunday, July 30, 2006

This is Me Venting My Frustration

I'm thoroughly discouraged right now. I just got my work schedule the night before the workweek starts and I was scheduled for tomorrow morning. I specifically put on the schedule listings that I don't work Mondays because I have two jobs and the other one has precedent on Monday. Not only that, but they didn't even ask if they COULD schedule me on a day that I specifically don't work, they just did. This happens way too often to be tolerable. Beyond that, I can't even get in touch with anyone that works there now and I have to be in a session at 8:30am. I have no choice but to just not show up, but what's going to happen is that they will call me first thing in the morning to ask where I am. On top of that, my character is marred. There's just too much going on this week for stuff like this to be happening. In short, I'm really really pissed off. I've been working hard all day to finish off my chores so that I could be ready for this week. The ONLY thing that could have happened to set me off just did.

I don't have any justification to be this mad though. This entire school year is going to be hellishly arduous. Two jobs, several classes, one internship, one office, and bills standing behind me with no mercy for failure. I'm nervous as to whether or not I will be able to adapt. I've never failed before, but I've never faced an opponent this fierce before either. If I have enough strength to do this, I'll have plenty of confidence when I graduate, that much is certain.

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