Well, here I am, still as anxious as last night. I couldn't sleep for hours, so I watched a movie. At three in the morning, when the movie was over, I was still too unsettled to sleep, so I had to just lay in bed for a while until I was tired enough. The funny thing is, I had a dream that I woke up and looked out my window and saw that it was snowing, but when I did actually wake up I went to my window just like I did in my dream, it was only raining. I like cold rain about as much as I like math...
Today I felt no better than last night. I felt driven but confined at the same time. Not sure what that's about. Maybe it's exams? Maybe it's not something but someone? I wish I knew because I would deal with it, but this is something beyond my control. Speaking of which, I'm hungry, and I can't do anything about it right now because it is late and I have no food in my room. Booo. I'm watching another movie though. Maybe I'll go to bed earlier tonight, who knows. What I do know is that it will be harder to know what to do tomorrow than today. I atleast had one class today to bide my time, but tomorrow I have nothing. I could do laundry I suppose. Maybe I'll study some before Monday. I could even read if that's what it comes down to. Reguardless, I've gotta get out of this weather and these situations that have come upon me. I'll see what I can work out in the morning. Peace and love.
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