i don't really know what to tell you about today. i woke up and it was pouring rain and i found it oddly humerous that instead of having no water, we had an abundance of water. that's right. they couldn't work on what ever it is they were wanting to work on today with the water pipes because of the rain. now i don't know about tomorrow. we might just have a suprise shower shut down, but i think i can manage one day without a shower, as nice as they are here. now i must inform you that i have killed another mouse. yes poor kracker died last night after being caught in matt and cowboy's room in a cracker box. matt got him in a paper bag and brought him to me. we decieded that we didn't want to end his life violently again like when i beat that other poor mouse to death with a hammer. that wasn't very fun. instead i got the bright idea to euthenize it. so i went about searching my room with something with a decent alcohol content that i could stick in the bag with the mouse to get him high and then ultimately put him to sleep for ever. what i found was lysol and hairspray. lysol has alcohol and ethonol in it and hairspray has alcohol in it as well. now i've heard that teenagers sniff this stuff to get high and quite often they die from it so i concluded that it would have to work for a mouse. we opened the bag and sprayed it on in and just waited. poor kracker didn't really enjoy it too much. it was actually quite sad to watch him search around the bag looking for a way out, but eventually he did start staggaring around drunkenly. it was then that i decided that i could save his life. i thought it would be possible to keep him as a pet of sorts in a soda bottle with holes poked in it, so i stuck him in and went to the showers to wash him off. well, this is what did it. the water that i washed him off with settled at the bottom of his feet and he went nuts and started drinking it. yes, kracker drank a good bit of lysol hairspray cocktail and died a few seconds later... convulsing. i am convinced that he didn't feel anything because... well... he was pretty drunk, but atleast i'd like to think he didn't. as for today, classes were drab. i've got a speech due next week and i don't know what i'm going to give it on. i've got papers to right and work to go to tomorrow. i've basically got all sorts of stuff to do. my appetite has also been down lately partly because the caf has been falling way behind. i've got a cupon for a free wrap saved up, but i'd really like to save it for a sunny day when i can have another solo picknick in the quad. yes, solo picknick. a wonderful transition in to my next topic. i think i have once again chaced away any hopes of meeting (and by meeting i mean spending excessive time with) a girl. how? i don't know, but i'm sure it is for the best. i am meeting (and by meeting i mean introducing myself to) more girls lately which i must say is quite nice. it has made me realize just what it is that makes girls so special. i mean i love my bro's, but often times there is only so much of them i can take before i get a little bonkers. meeting girls is like a breath of fresh air i suppose. anyways, my new song is now on my web page, but i don't know how long it will be there. i may just have the recording blues or something, but now when i listen to it i am well below impressed. i do admit that it was a good learning experience though because i learned alot, but i just have to keep on thinking. see, the thing about my music (which is one of the reasons why i don't want to be famous) is that even if the rest of the world likes a song of mine, but i don't, i won't play it anymore. that's just the way it goes. anyways, the rest of this week is going to be busy so i need to get some sleep. as far as women are concerned, life is short... or long... or... i actually don't really care, but i know there is more to experience than that... like eating more for instance... that's a great idea! peace and love.