Home for the Holidays

I'm back in High Point now and things are looking up. My expreience here thus far is refreshing partly because the people here understand me in a different way. I say different because it's not as if the people in Nashville understand me in a wrong way, but it just isn't the same. The folks here are more used to my quirks. It's refreshing when you're down and a friend asks you "what's the matter?" Whenever I'm feeling down in Nashville, for the most part, people leave me alone. Sometimes that's nice, but not all of the time.

It's a time of planning and preperation though. I'd staple the theme of this Christmas Break with "Making Decisions for Next Year". Once school starts back I'm going to disappear for the rest of the semester I'll be so busy. I won't have time to organize my future. I also need to remember to relax too. I need a good amount of energy to get back into this coming school year. But what am I going to do? I'm going to start putting together my resume and throwing it out to different areas of the country near sites of possible interest to me. I'm pretty sure Asbury (Kentucky) is off of the list. I was considering it last week, but I've changed my mind. I'm still not opposed to CIU or South Eastern though (That would be Columbus or Raleigh).

I'm also going to try and write a lot of music and record it with Andy over break. I need some artistic release. I'm sick of so many people in Nashville not giving a damn. I know they think I'm just in denial, that my music really isn't that good, but I know that's not true. I've seen what my music has done to people around the world. I'm not even asking for great numbers, but if a few people enjoy it, I will continue to make it because that's what I love.

I'm still talking though. I need to get to work. I'm also going to be doing odd jobs to make enough money to pay rent at the house come the end of the month, so it's not all completely fun and games, but I don't mind the work. It'll be a good break from valet.

Peace and love.