It's time. The quality of my work this semester will be determined within the next two days. I have three exams to churn through and two of the hardest, that's Calc and Physics, are both on Friday. I'm nervous, I really am. I don't know how I'm going to do in Calc. I'm trying not to get stressed out about it, but failures at this level are expensive. What else is expensive? The increasing possibility that I might have to stay and take a summer class or two. ... ... This week got pretty intense pretty fast. Not to mention school and work are really beginning to disagree with eachother. Over the summer I didn't think it would be too difficult to manage both, but it is. It's not physically strenuous, but mentally, I just can't take it. I'm divided into several parts and it's really tiring.
But this is just me venting during finals. I'm happy in a broader sense. I've got a lot to look forward to. And, come to mention it, I'm sorta glad that I'm having a difficult time. I would be disappointed and bored if this were easy. But I'm mostly just sorry for the people who have to endure these harder times with me. I realize that my successes and failures don't just simply affect me anymore, they weigh on the people around me too. I figure that will only become more and more true as life moves on. Peace and love.
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