Today was a breath of fresh air. I can't really say that EVERYTHING went as planned, but I felt blessed. I took a step back from all activity and looked at where I was and I've noticed that I'm handling my responsibilities with greater ease and boldness these days. I also looked at myself in comparison as of last year and I'm glad I'm not there anymore. I can't believe some of the things I did and said back then. I shouldn't say "back then" though. It makes it sound like a long time ago.
Right now I want to explode and implode at the same time. I'm both really excited, but still really tired. I'm getting ready right now to study with Aaron for our accounting exam tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to that one bit. I do get paid on Friday though. That makes me happy. But why am I excited? I know, but I can't really say... sorry to tease.
We did have a really good recording session tonight though. I layed down four vocal tracks to the song and a bunch of random crazy all throughout just to keep myself entertained amidst pressure. Recording does take alot out of you. There's so much to fine tune that if you don't have fun with it you will loose your mind.
But I could say that everything is wonderful with me, but my friends, that's another story. I don't post private information about other people, but some of my friends are hitting rough waters right now. It makes me mad because it's all misunderstanding and alike. I also hate it because I can't fix it. I want to feel useful to my friends, and when they suffer I feel that I might have an opportunity to help, but I don't think I do in these instances. Grrrr.
Well, I have to study now so I can get to bed at a decent hour. Peace and love.
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