The Week to Come

I tried sleeping this weekend, and I did alright at it. I actually got alot done on top of that too, but I'm hoping this week is a mite bit easier than last. There wasn't much time to think, just do, so most of my thoughts didn't make much sense to anyone... Well... most of my thoughts don't make much sense to anyone anyways, but they atleast make sense to me some of the time. I think my problem is getting an early start to bed. That's been a bit difficult lately because I get so enveloped in thought that I work myself up too much. But it's the only time in the day that I actually get to think at all, so I don't really want to sacrifice it. I immagine I will learn the discipline though. Tuesdays just picked up for me a bit. I get to start an internship at a recording studio with Chubbs. I'm pretty excited about that even though it requires me to be there by 8am... ouch...

It's funny though. I can always mesure my level of stress by the appearance of my room. When I get overworked, my room ends up looking horrible, but when I've got time to collect my thoughts, my room is generally well kept. I had some time to clean it tonight, so maybe that serves as a metaphor of sorts.

The rest of the journal will be a bullet list

Good stuff:
- The guys are excited and working hard for the date auction
- Cameron helped me put together an amazing video for the auction
- I got to go to the store today with Chubbs and stock up on food
- Work is going well right now
- I don't feel sick anymore
- I get to record in the studios ALOT this week

Not so good stuff:
- I have to reschedule some studio time, but I don't know if it's going to work out
- Gotta get a band together to play, but this is college and people are busy
- Expenses outweigh cash... gotta cut some fat wherever there's fat to cut
- Haven't been to the gym in a week
- Girls and guys are starting to hate on eachother, and I'm about to get stuck in the middle of it all

But of all the things that I struggle with, I can take comfort in the fact that God has never abandoned me. This known, I am at peace. Hope you can have the same. Peace and love.