This Week will Destroy Me

if i live through the remainder of this week, i'll be much ablidged to fill you in on how. what is about to take place is the most action packed week of my summer, and i don't say that in a good sense either. i've got no time on my side to learn this song i have to play and sing at church sunday morning and at work, the water slides are opening this weekend, our biggest weekend of the summer, and i just have a really bad feeling about it all. i'm also havin to pull extra weight until my brother finds a new job because his old one let him go. things basically just aren't peachy right now, but it is still at a level of stress that i can manage. it's weird though. when i get a day off, i don't really know what i can do with it and i just can't relax because i've been so consistently busy, and usually i end up working harder on my days off then on my days on. quite frankly i'm exhausted. i also just found out that i'm going to have to fix up my car which takes a huge chunk out of my summer funding. i hate and love cars. it's a weird relationship that cars and i have. i'm exhausted right now though so i'm going to bed. next time you see me, i'll have a little bit of hair on my chest. peace and love...