I'm going home tomorrow. It'll be good for me. I didn't really get much of a spring break and the last thime I was home, it wasn't really for fun occasions. I'm pretty caught up on my workload right now, but things are shakey in relationship life. Things were great for three years here. I complained here and there about stupid stuff, but mostly just annoyances more than anything. Now, on the last semester, things get blown to hell because of... well... God knows I just want to tell everybody, but I can't. I still hold hope that things are salvageable. I'm not sure if proximity is the only thing keeping things together or the only thing causing the rash. I just want change. I HATE being stagnant. I HATE it when things just stay the same without change. That's one of my blessings and it's also a curse. I've burned many bridges because of my ill appreciation of stagnance, but I've also opened up a great many opportunity at the same time.
But when I go home, I'll have plenty of time to think about what I value. I'll have more free time in general from now on. I just finished my Economics class and I just ended my term as president of the fraternity tonight. Those are two less responsibilities that I'll have to worry about.
Ah but just pray that someone doesn't come along and push me. I've been handling my adversity so well lately, but I feel thin, like I'll blow up in the next face of the person who gives me good enough excuse. I guess I can't think of too many scenerios where I would blow up, but there are definitely a few.
Peace and love.
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