I Once Saw the Sun Shine in Nashville

Well, it seems that the good weather has left us for a while. It is cold and rainy again and my spirits have a really hard time staying high in the midst of cold rain. And speaking of cold, I have one. It is in my head and no matter what I say to it, it won't leave. I should probably feel flattered that it prefers my head over someone else's. Oh well. I ordered a new radiator for my car today. I have discovered that you can always find something better and cheaper on-line. The mechanic said I wouldn't be able to find anything within a $150 price range... He was wrong.

I probably say this alot in my journals, but I guess it just happens alot. I feel like things are coming into focus for me. That doesn't mean that everything is working out my way, it just means that I can see where I'm going. I feel pretty good about it. The strangest things put me back into perspective.

I could really use a good old-fasion camping trip, but that's not going to happen for a while. I need to think about finding a second job, prefferably something that can carry over to the summer. I could always consider lifeguarding again... One of my friends said he knew of a local pool that was looking to hire two head guards for the summer at decent wages. I don't know about that. I have too many horrible memories of lifeguarding. Maybe I want to try something new. Maybe valet parking would work well. Brian does it in Arizona and he seems to like it. You make decent money and you get to drive all sorts of neat cars. Plus, I can drive stick and I have a clean driving record so I bet I could get the job. Whatever, I'll think of something. UPS is always a posibility as well. I just want new experiences. I've decided that new experience is the root of all my best memories. That's probably the case for everybody, and maybe it's obvious for most, but for me, I just caught on. My eyes are getting heavier though. I suppose sickness makes me drag more than usual. I usually have to fight myself to sleep at this hour on most nights, but not tonight. I just want to sleep and dream and not have to wake up at 7:45, but unfortunately only two of those three will actually happen... maybe even one, who knows? Tomorrow I'll probably have something more valuable to write about, but until then, peace and love.