The Days Seem Not to End

as many of you know, and many of you share the same grievances, this is exam week. it is a time when one is the most vulnerbable. you can be made or broken with but an hour put off from your studies. needless to say, it has been a bit unfcomfortable for the past few days, and will continue to be so untill the semester comes to its graceless end. i'm getting done what needs to be done though, as hard as that is. it's so easy to get stuck on unimportant things here though. i've been starving myself from most forms of entertainment, but i've still got so much to do.

that's a common theme among any college student right now though. but what's going on in my life that's out of the ordinary. not much i'd have to admit. and that's funny because considering what i go through outside of campus, alot is going on out of the ordinary, but for me, here... it just seems normal. normal stress, normal good times, normal... everything. i'm waiting for a meteor to fall out of the sky one night, completely obliterate the science building, and force the school into class cancelations. now that would be something of note. i tell you no lie though. all we really need here is some theme music, and college could be a movie. it's rediculous... it truly is. so many people staggaring around with torn brains, torn bodies, and torn emotions. one could almost swear that this was a war zone. i, however, am finding my way out of all of that. i wish i could explain even half of what is going on in my life right now to you. it's amazing yet at the same time tradgic. i'm becoming more alive but yet dying at the same time. i've been thinking alot about what things could become as opposed to what they will become on my current path. it's a scarry thought, but life is a scarry life, as many of us are figuring out.

anyways, i'm gunna head out. i've got lots of studying to do. three exams on thursday and one exam next tuesday. hope all is well where you reside. peace and love...