Friday, October 31, 2003

Finally, I've almost made it to the weekend. I have gotten all my projects done for this week, and I'm about ready to fall over. Today wasn't too bad, even though I did have math class. I went in with the mentality to learn... and I guess I did. I also took a nap today and that helped out alot. For the past few weeks, I haven't really had the time to take a nap, so I know I'm coming out of the fog. The itself reflected my mood. I was a little bit cool in the morning, but then I got warm and sunny later in the day. Now I'm cooling off again simply because I'm tired. Going to bed early (in college terms) at 12ish is also really helping me to function. I will admit to you all though, that I have been very impatient with almost everybody lately. I blame it on several things... First of all, the weather. It has been changing from warm to cold and cold to warm for the past few days, so everybody has been a bit moody around here. Yesterday it was somethin like 52 degrees high, and today it was 78. That's quite a fluctuation if you ask me, and on top of that, it's been rainy. Normally I like the rain cause I spent so many years lifeguarding. Even at an indoor pool, if it was raining, people would be less inclined to want to go swimming which would put incredible ease on my job for that day. Of course, there would always be those one or two die-hard aqua fans who would show up even if they had to dodge a few lightning bolts to get there, but they weren't really the ones that demanded lots of attention anyways. Hey, and the weirdest thing happened to me just a few minutes ago that has nothing to do with anything that I have previously talked about (but if you know me, that's no suprise now is it). My smoke detector in my room just had a hissy fit and there was no smoke. It was the only one and then it just stopped. Nobody even farted! This isn't the first time that something like this has happened to me though. I was sitting in a parking lot one time, and all of the sudden, all the cars with alarms around my area just went off for a few seconds and then stopped. It was so weird! Maybe I have body oder that disrupts magnetic wavs in the air or something. This would be my best bet because I haven't showered yet today... Now that I think about it... HOW did I have a good day without my power shower!?! The shower is the place where I think and sort information. It is the only place where I go and pretty much rest assured that nobody is going to disturb me. At one point in time, that used to be my room. I guess because I grew up in a house with only one bathroom and everyone would always come pounding on the door yelling "NATHANNNN! HURRY UP! YOU'RE USING UP ALL THE HOT WATER!". That never really happened in my room probably because my room was located in the part of the house where you would only be wandering around if you had direct business with me. My room was like an attic i suppose. Not just because it was upstairs, but also because I kept it about as clean and uncluttered as you're average attic. I guess I'm just going to cap it all off by saying this: I've had lot's (more than one) of people talking to me on IM about my away messages and profiles because they've been hinting (or blatently proclaiming...whatever you want to call it) that I'm crazy about some girl. Well, I'm sorry, but this ain't no psychological study this time, it's just one of those times for me when I have to get stuff off my chest. See I don't really talk about that to guys, and I don't really talk about that to girls... Infact... I don't really talk about that to anybody. For the most part, I either keep it bottled up, write a song about it, or just type away. Not the best of options, but it gets me by, so just look at it, try to understand... or don't (whatever floats your boat). Well, anyways... tomorrow is Halloween and I need to get some sleep so that I can wander around like a little kid, door-to-door, and beg for candy... See ya'll later.

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