I am very sick... I am taking the day off to go to the hospital and get checked out... I will make sure to fill you in on all the details in my next journal, but just so I get credit in English for this entry... Today we discussed how much you can tell from some one's hand writing. It was interesting to see that most, but not all of the time, people were able to guess gender from the handwriting styles. And just for a note of optimism (though pain is more on my mind right now) the recording sessions have thus far gone very well. I am extremely pleased with the results and would like to thank all of those who helped me get it going. This is not the one that will be heard though. We have yet to do the recording at RCA Studios which will be in November sometime. There will be a full (and I mean full) band for this last take and then we'll do overdubbing, and the final mixdown. I'm very anxious for you all to hear it. I'm almost so excited I have even considered giving away the foundational meaning to the song and the song itself to the one whom I specifically wrote it for (don't you hate it when I put stuff like this in my journal??? I know you do... and that's what drives me to do it :) ), but the more I consider that and what could come of it, the more I am persuaded to take a more rational approach, and plead the fifth. NOW pleading the fifth seems like on of the better ideas i've had all day... good night to all and to all a good night.