Bad Turned Good

I was a bit worried this morning when I woke up that I was going to have a rough day. I did, after all, have a rough night last night. My conscience was correct in slapping me up side the head. I just have this really horrid tendancy to be too sneaky. It's not that I enjoy hurting other people, but I get so involved in the game that it becomes all I focus on. I'm a moron. So that's what was on my mind last night. I don't think I slept too well, but if that is the least of my punishments then I am greatful. But when I woke this morning I read the weather. It was supposed to be rainy and cold... again. I hate that. So I got dressed and drug my feet all the way to seminar. I didn't pay much attention because... well... I'm not too sure why. The guy was interesting for the few snippets that I did focus, but I just wasn't in the mood. After that, I went to get my vaceen check-up at Vanderbilt. I had to give quite a bit of blood, but I get free juice, so it's awsome. Then I went to McDonalds for lunch. Haven't been there in a while, but I needed something besids ramen to tide me over. Good ol fish filet sandwich. When I got back to campus, I couldn't think of a thing that I had to do before tonight, so I just packed up all of my things and went over to the house to record. I've been meaning to record some stuff to send home to my church, but as of late I've been either too selfish or too busy. It turned out to be just what I needed though. Sitting here in my underwear playing all sorts of instruments. It's hot in here, but I got one song done. One song in four hours... that's alot... and it's not even completely done yet, but whatever. I'm just glad to finally have some time to do it. Well... tomorrow is the last day of classes and then the formal. I'm excited to go and excited to be done. Exams are not my stress right now at all. I'm more concerned about my future. I have so many options but they don't all have what I want. I could either go for money, satisfaction, togetherness, or lonliness, but I can't have it all. It's rough to make these sort of decisions. Well... everybody... Peace and Love.