Don't Know When I'll See You Again

ladies and gentlemen, it's been a great year of writing journals and such. i look back on it all and i see so much that has happened that i would have otherwise forgotten about. this is my 77th journal today and it might be my last for a while. why is that you ask? it is because i am going home tuesday, back to high point NC where i will again be faced with dial up internet. this is very discouraging for me, but it might also keep me from my journal writting. this is not final though... just my initial thoughts. as for today, it was pretty good. i finished my packing and then went to wendy's for dinner with matt. when we got there this homeless guy asked me if i had a few buck to spare. i told him what i tell everybody which is that i don't carry cash. i'm a college student for cryin out loud. why would i carry cash? he then threatened us with a weird little mumble about "we have a policy about that, but... you'll find out what it is later..." well, i don't like it one bit when someone threatens me so i got pretty riled up. i think the guy was on crack or something because he was just rockin back and forth and talking to himself with these little twitches all over his body. anyways he waited by matt's car probably thinking we were getting our food for take out, but then when we sat down to eat, he just took off. i had my knife on me, but i'm glad he left because who knows what would have happened had things gotten nasty. i don't think he was much of a threat because he was smaller than me, and matt is bigger than me. us together could have easily put that guy in the hospital which is why you would have to be on drugs to threaten two adult males by your scrawny self. i should know... i'm scrawny and i sure wouldn't threaten two adult males who were bigger than me. after that whole ordeal we went to get some boxes so i could finish paking and we did, and... i did. now my room is naked and it's really late (as usual). tomorrow is going to be a study day big time though. i have my last exam on tuesday at 8am, then i'm taking off for home. i'm at peace about pretty much everything right now. i know God has it all figured out even though i don't, and i'm comfortable with that. i just know there are so many things that i'm going to forget to do though before i leave, but in 100 years it probably won't bother me, so why should it now? i was suprised, however, to find that the format for my blog has changed. this site has had a complete overhaul and i now have a photo, a link for my songs, and a profile. i enjoy this improvement very much except for the fact that the astrological sign that i've been given in my profile doesn't coencide with my beliefs at all. i'm not going to let it rub me the wrong way though. i can't take it off, but i still want people to know about me. but now you know, and if anyone who doesn't asks... well then i'll tell them. peace and love...